that you are thinking of me.
That’s why you chose to peek onto my TikTok page instead of any other platform. To be certain that I would know without your directly reaching out to me.
But I’m beyond these games now. If you had caught me six months ago, I would’ve been weaker. There would’ve still been a strand of hope to pluck at on my heart.
Getting over you has been the 2nd hardest thing that I’ve ever dealt with in my whole entire life. I can’t afford to falter now.
Maybe one day we will be friends again. Maybe one day we can be in each other‘s life in some way that is healthy.
Maybe not.
But I’ll have to be in love with someone else before I would ever consider allowing you back into my life in any capacity. What we had was magical. Yet, it wasn’t meant forever in this timeline.
It was meant that we each could learn and grow and become more of ourselves. We are each separately and uniquely, supremely special. And I will always love you because of your heart, in spite of everything.
I wish you so much joy. I wish you so much healing. I wish you so much happiness. I truly hope that you’re cherished and appreciated and that you receive more love than you can imagine.
But I’m not ready to reconnect with you.
