I think that the reason why I’m hurting so bad after the ending of my relationship is that I never planned for this.
Hear me out…
Yes, I felt our romantic love fading.
Yes, I felt our deep, tender emotional connection evaporating.
Yes, I felt our inability to show up how the other one needed.
But I never stop loving her. I never thought that there was ever a chance that she wouldn’t be in my life in some capacity. I never even considered it…
And now I feel like the universe is pulling another one of the most influential souls from my life.
But is it the universe? Or is it what she really wants? Will I ever really know? Is it even really any of my business?
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